A Pastor’s Farewell

Well, he was more of an apostle. But still. When Paul said his goodbyes to the elders of Ephesus, it was as if their pastor was bidding them adieu (Acts 20:17-38). Of course they would meet again; we’re talking about the gospel here. But there, on the shores of the sea, was their last meeting in this life (I’ll spare you the awesome Gandalf quote).

I’ve been granted some time off from the pulpit and I’ll be hitting the road with my family (I promise, we’re not excited at all). Getting ready for the trip has made me think about what would happen to our little church if the Lord called me on that final road home.

Danger Will Arise

A good shepherd tends the flock with gospel gentleness, but towards those who would harm the sheep…well, he’s got some spiritual surprises for them. Paul knew that false teachers would arise after he left Ephesus: “I know that after my departure fierce wolves will come in among you, not sparing the flock” (Acts 20:29). He would not be there to face them himself; the flock would be on its own. What could he do, but warn them, and commend them to his teaching, and trust God, their True Shepherd.

My Crown of Joy

A pastor’s ideal is to feel toward the flock as Paul did toward the Philippian believers: “My brothers and sisters, whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm thus in the Lord, my beloved” (Philippians 4:1). I can honestly say that this is how I feel about the dear brothers and sisters under my spiritual care. If the Lord were suddenly to take me out of this world, I am confident of the work that has been done, the foundations that have been put in place: resting in Christ, rejoicing in his love, thanking God for all his good gifts, and loving one another. After ten years of preaching, I am even bold enough to say that these seeds have been planted, growth has been made, and fruit has appeared. I am confident that you are ready for that Last Journey, and that we will stand together in glory at the end of days.

But you’re not rid of me yet! I look forward to returning refreshed and ready to pour out my soul shepherding this beloved flock.